Canada brought me an awereness of end, not with the focus on loss and sadness, but the understanding of those dark-hard-days as a process of empting out expectations. Loss as a force that open space for a new that is completely unprecedent and untainable.  
 
This Booklet is a selection of my phone notes while I was living in Montral on April/June 2018.
 
pdf file with 19 pages